I’m….
Grateful because while he may think he does, he doesn’t need her to respond to his texts anymore. It’s better she doesn’t.
Comforted because my cats are all on the couch, cuddly and close. They might even need me.
Touched because of the depths of what he shared without intending to. I overlooked the asshole part.
Surprised because I cried while I watched the end of “American Wedding”. It was a good kind of cry.
Ashamed because I am ignoring a call I should be taking. I love him better from a distance.
Hungry because my throat has just begun to stop hurting after 4 days of nonstop yuckiness. Strep blows.
Worried because he is fragile. I break things.
Satisfied because I put effort into “seeing” things thru my mirror. It takes effort.
Anxious because I don’t know how to enlighten him. We can’t drag each other. I want to.
Eager because no matter where this is going I want to be around when it gets there. Inexplicable amusement.
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